An Ode to my Love

I have been listing a lot of little trips since 2004. And it’s my little way of trying to get rid of this restlessness.

Quite expensive delusion of moving on isn’t? Maybe.

I tried to pretend not to know the reason why, but I do.

You see, I wanted to see the world. Hoping that sometime and someday you’d see how I see them too. And we both can see the life that we lived and live in each other eyes.

Sigh. I guess that will happen, no more.

Recently, I have been dreaming of you. And I captured your face in a dream.

So I recall the times we were together; and this moment that we can never be.. I felt heartbroken and euphoric.

I know that at the time, we realized that we do not want to go on with this profound love; we have died.

A death, which is more tragic than life itself.

I hallucinated that we were breathing in each other arms. And yet we now have lived a million years…because we are ready to love again.

Probably not the same.
But most definitely will love still.

Each other?

Maybe...

No?

he said, she said... we agreed
not anymore..
and then silence and tears overwhelmed
you and me.